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Happy Birthday To Me ___Wednesday, Apr. 28, 2004 - 1:06 am

Happy Birthday to me...

Happy Birthday to me...

Happy Birthday to Janelle...

Happy Birthday to me.

Well, after midnight counts as tomorrow, April 28th, so It's now my birthday. :P

Plus, I was born around 1:30am. Damn, guess it's not QUITE my birthday yet.

*sigh*

Oh well, I'm celebrating now anyway.

Yeah, I'm 21 now.

*blinks*

Funny, I still don't feel like an adult. *shrugs*

Soon enough, the offers will come pouring in for gambling and drinking... and you know what? I don't care.

I earn so little money as it is I'd sooner spend it on eating out or anime then throwing it into a machine. (I may change my mind again during my vacation to Nevada, Vegas and Reno included, this summer)

Believe me, next time I have a horrible day, like yesterday, I might wish I liked liquor or had a bottle lying around.

Maybe some of that Amaretto Diserano in those chocolates I can't buy in Colorado because they're illegal here. Those were SO good...

ANYway...

I wanted to go get my hair cut short (well, shoulder length is WAY shorter than waist length) for my new picture and get my new license. But why would I need it?

I can't go out drinking after work because I'd have to drive. And I need to have the car back for my mom to go to work. And drinking and driving my first night of drinking is a HELL no!!

Uhh, what's my point?

I'm not looking forward to my birth DAY.

Just presents from my boyfriend and his family.

Other than that... I'm not expecting much.

I don't really care what I get or IF I get it.

I just like hearing... "Happy Birthday."

And when you have to work on your birthday and have NO friends there--let alone people that know my birthday-- you can't expect much.

MAYbe if I didn't have to work I could do something special...

Oh well. Maybe I'll just get some sleep for a change since I don't have to work thursday. Yeah, that sounds good.

And maybe after I get paid friday I can get a super duper special present for myself.

MMMM... Ceres: Celestial Legend Special Edition volume1 dvd...

*drooling*

That's all I've been wanting to buy, lately. $45 at the local BestBuy. But I think I can get it for $35 online if I use my $10 amazon.com gift certificate for winning the angst category of that fanfiction contest.

I don't know. I have a year to use that.

I just want a good day tomorrow. Today, whatever.

PLEASE, just one good day.

I've been so... off, lately.

I need... SOMEthing.

Something to kickstart that joy I used to have for life.

Did I ever have that? Somedays, yes.

I even used to write.

*lol* I know I'm "writing" now. But joting downa some thoughts and typing up a story are two comPLETELy different things.

Hell, I'd give up my "good" day just to be able to write again.

Well, I should stop now or else I might go in circles.

Happy Birthday to me.