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No more forum either ___2003-12-04 - 11:35 p.m.

Remember how pissed I thought I might be a few minutes ago? Well, thanks to that SAME site...

... I am SO fucking pissed I could quit fanfiction forever!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was serious when I said that MediaMiner.org deleted my forum account once. Well guess what they did aGAIN!!! Yuppers. So much for wanting to join the BIG ASS Fanfiction contest in the forum.

Why bother getting pissed? I had already composed all my PrivateMessage entries for my fanfiction that I WOULD have entered in the contest. Including exerpts and award acceptance speeches.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

I was only going to enter Ake Garasue: Satsu (My award winning InuYasha fanfic) in a few categories and Yumenimo into the best lemon scene category. (My first/best DragonballZ fanfiction that remains unfinished, but has a kick ASS love scene) But still......... it just really frustrates me.

Maybe it's a sign that I shouldn't bother entering. (My acceptance speeches were so darn cute...)

*sigh* Anyway... I'm feeling even less confident now that mm.org has hit me with a double whammy.

Maybe I should just quit writing.

Yeah. That's it. Just give up. I can't do it anymore anyway. I know I'd be disappointing some people, but... life just isn't inspiring anymore.

I used to be able to write no matter what was happening in my life. Drama, angst... fluff or romance. It made no difference. Life was... beautiful to me then.

Why should I continue something that won't improve me life situation? Doushite? WHY!?

Damn. I should go before I have a heart attack.

To those of you that DO read my stories or this diary... I'm sorry that I've let you down. Forgive me for being a fool. No, I won't quit writing. But I... desperately need inspiration. I looked at my new InuYasha fanfiction for two seconds before wanting to throw up. No it's not gross or fluffy. It just SUCKS!!!!!!

Good night all. Stay warm and safe this dark night.

~~Duo no Tsuin